Glamour bondage by Uncle M

I had a bit of a wake up call recently when someone I care about was hurt by my actions. Not a lot of people appreciate or understand the website, and some of those who help out get caught in the crossfire. I’m extremely proud about what I do. There are days I wake up and want to scream it out to the world. But I can’t.

In the process of being Brandi, I’ve lost friends, acquaintances, family, and a certain amount of pride and respect. At the same time I gain new of the same, but it’s the old ones that I miss and value dearly. I recently left behind a path in my life that was extremely important to who I am today. Counted in that path are many of my friends from college, previous jobs, and family. But there are still people I cannot tell, no matter how badly I want to, because I know that it will only cause them pain. And in the process, part of who I am is lost.

There are models who can never tell their other friends or family what they do. And I respect that. In fact, I protect them. Uncle M has people in his life who can never know. I protect him above all. Everyone involved with this website has people they cannot tell, myself included. And I am Brandi. So when people I know and love find this site and realize it’s me, I’m sorry.

I’m sorry I never told you, I was scared. I was worried that you would hate me and condemn me for it. A lot of my quirks and personality stem from the site and pride in it. I’m sorry that those come out at inopportune moments. I’m sorry that I give more the the members of the site and to my Master than I do in other areas of my life. I’m sorry that my family is ashamed to say I’m one of their’s. I’m sorry that I can’t tell the people I want to the most. I’m sorry that I make mistakes, especially during photo shoots. I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I can’t be perfect. I can only be me. Brandi.